I'm scared if I don't meet everyone's expectations I'll be alone. I'm scared that meeting some expectations will draw some people I love away, even if it brings others closer. How could I choose? Could anyone ever love me if I stopped trying so hard and just relaxed? Could anyone ever love me if I never ever relax?

I'm scared I'll always be a failure. I'm scared I will see disappointment when I look in your eyes.

I just want you to know I try.